Love In Gestation

This is no dream,cause i've pinched myself and closed my eyes but it seems like my fantasy is truly a reality it's like the best is yet to come if you ask me
With every word you speak,mold my sanity
Walk up behind me,grab me,show me you can handle me
It's only the beginning so i wont overwhelm you,just give you strands of me,trust me its better when it's wetter and at this rate in no time you'll be waist deep in me

At first sight you planted seeds from the soul connection tree and who would have ever known that they would grow inside of me
Here i go carrying the beginning stages of butterflies,simply because when im with you i become paralyzed, petrified,overjoyed,super high,and glassy eyed
From the way you dug my mind made me wanna give you admission to its ride,cant you hear my heart beckoning you to hop inside
Taking you to where lazy birds bloom from the sunshine's truth,and the wind bends their stems in the ways lovers bend love to
I'm trying to build a love thats visceral,if you ask me we're damn near quintessential so im praying this is something special

I'm feeling patience,but i'm tired of waiting
I know every love has its challenges and re-estimations,causing them to never make it past the point of love in gestation
If you dont know or i'm wrong,let me help you or move on
Or we can dim the lights as you take my virtue and i read you your rights or crack backs til the break of dawn just like in the Maxwell song
Turning you on and on and on to different  positions all night long
Then take a long Sunday morning as easy as i'm going
Oh yes, being with you is definitely something i can get into
Not trying to sound cliche but i want you,so here's to love in gestation and 3 cheers to you

Reasons

I wait...I wait as if waiting is the only thing i ever want to do...still and calm is my body and all its motions
My eyes follow his pace as it quickens, while his minds searches for the reasons
This ridiculous, and why am I still waiting like a fool, but I dare not budge
The slightest movement from me and this whole thing collapses and waiting  would have been for nothing...so I wait
It's unanimous, his reasons is "because" ...on lord where did I go wrong, when did I miss the first sign, what part did i fuck up to bring us to this
Body still stiff, tears uncontrollably  contained rolling down my cheeks and i feel as empty as a drum..he once filled me up, brought soo much joy that to not be happy was a mystery to me...
But he insist he has his reasons and I should respect and understand them, but if those reasons contradict everything my title stands for then where is the defining line in the sand....it's as if  you've won a game I was
never informed we were racing to get there, I almost feel like you were never here for love, but for game to be given the chance to hunt, poach and mount me...just like game
Strange how my choice to leave baffles you, like you had no idea who I am, you know my type the type to let you have it, i mean this ones on me and i charge it to the game, but i stand around looking down and plan, to be your marble statue....beautiful, graceful, and still never moving from where you've placed me and always being there for don't fit into that picture the whole me shutting down thing is definitely a problem.
You shake my thoughts and drag me back to reality, and in reality im not waiting, im not still, and my tears are not contained at all, I barely got that last part...something about you have your reasons, blah blah, i love you, blah blah.....or i think so im not sure, i wasn't paying attention but don't be mad i have my reasons...

*Inspiration*
My choice not my reasons