Cold are my thoughts
Deep are my feelings
Bottomless with much emotion
I never thought i could be so hurt by someone who was no one to me
Odd how my memories back track me to a time where hear you say my name or simply speak to me made each drop of rain seem like a small blessing and every storm cloud a shade tree
How hard to eye myself, mirrors prove to be hell bent on showing a reflection so distorted it's unrecognizable
The torture of dreams of happiness depress me, so i don't sleep...i don't dream
Insomnia a rude reminder of how my mind doesn't belong to me
Of how thoughts of you and all unsolved mysteries circle my head until nauseous, until tears and sighs are the only tonic that can lull me to sleep
Living, sleeping, breathing with my enemies
Calling them by name like friends, never disclosing that they are truly foe
Reverting to a place where fear is a war hug and hate is a soft kiss
Simply so i won't have to face another day with truth staring at me
My only option for self-survival is digression...damn, writers block,,,,
*Inspiration*
aiisnmo dan ymdseinrf
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